i do like people.

(Pre-New Hair)

Scarf: Thrifted, Sweater: Target, Shorts: Old Navy, Tights: Burlington Coat Factory, Boots: Kohl's


When I was little, my infamous saying was "don't fooooorce meeeee!"--in a really whiny voice.
I like making wise choices that will benefit my future, but planning too far ahead stresses me out.
I get really anxious when someone/everyone needs an answer from me right NOW. 
So if they don't give me time to think, talk, or pray about it, then the answer is automatically no.
I make my day-to-day decisions based on my mood and if I plan too far ahead and I'm not in the mood when the time comes, then I'm stuck and it gets me totally upset. 
 I do like people. This is just one of those weird social-related things that makes me kind of awkward.
I'm that girl that totally freaks out and goes into hiding when other people are like constantly wanting/needing me. 
I think it's because I feel so dependent on others, that I don't like when others are so dependent on me.
It totally stresses me out. 
I just don't like when it feels like someone else's happiness revolves around me because it's just too much pressure!
I don't do pressure.
Can you tell?
Haha.

13 comments:

  1. Great blog you have, like the post to, you look stunning!
    Keep up with the good work! :)
    xoxo

    http://mirelamededovic.blogspot.com/

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  2. those boots are amazing! don't be too scared to try the socks with heels! if you're confident its cute, then you can wear it fine!!! :)

    <3 steffy
    steffysprosandcons.blogspot.com

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  3. cute pictures!

    it's tough when you feel totally depended on, and it's a hard balance to find especially when you're trying to be a member of the body of Christ. i feel ya girl.


    love!

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  4. Haha! This is too funny. I have a feeling we would be great friends in real life. Oh my word. Somehow I am lumped into that social-awkward-butterfly category too. xoxo

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  5. Those boots rock! Kohls? Even better!

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  6. I adore your little eternity scarf! Super cute. And I also have a tendency to flee when someone needs me to make a decision immediately.
    xo Josie
    http://winksmilestyle.blogspot.com

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  7. craig is just like you! i can never get him to commit. he's getting better, but if i mke him plan too far ahead, he gets all grumpy when the actual activity day comes along, so i can totally relate :).

    PS your ombre hair is so stinking cute!

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  8. good for you on laying down the law that way. gotta have your thoughts and feelings aligned, so taking the time you need to feel comfortable is key. doubt means don't afterall hey.

    you are beautiful as ever, pre or post new hair. xo ♥

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  9. You sound *exactly* like one of my best friends, which inherently means I will like you ;) off the bat, I loved your outfit...but from there, I loved your honesty! hope you're having a fantastic weekend! xoxo {av}

    p.s. I think Friday's Fancies would be right up your alley!

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  10. Aw i know what you mean. You look great :)
    Glad you liked the camera class xx

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  11. I just came across your blog - and I love it!!
    You are so stylish :)

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  12. I feel the same way! When I'm bombarded with questions I will say no to everything. Beau has to deal with that a lot. Then I'm stubborn and feel weird changing my mind later. It's a problem haha.

    Beau & I aren't planning a trip anywhere really, but it would be nice. My birthday is at the end of the summer and next fall will be our last semester so it would be awesome to take a trip during that time. We do plan on backpacking a lot though!

    Cancun would be awesome! I've never been to Mexico but sunshine and beaches is all I need to be convinced!

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